I am still thinking why did I exit those positions and today is nifty is up about 800 points from the lows. Stupid me and stupid broker. The blame is on me only the position was un-hedged and risky to begin with!!
I wish nifty comes down again!! So that I can get into the positions. This is not the first time I have had big losses but this time it is hurting me a lot because I am already neck deep in debt and every week is a challenge!
I am looking to raise more capital applied for a 5 lakhs loan!! bringing my EMIs to 60k and I really need to get more salary
I am not even studying for CFA but somehow completing the work that too I am looking at nifty charts at half of the time!
Making mistakes again and again!! I will hold the position no matter what. That was my whole strategy but lost it in a day!!!
Some profit!!
If I get a 5 lakhs loan what am I going to do!!!
If I get more than 8% return, I will be doing better than the loans
I will pay off all the credit card debt first!! no more taking money via credit card!
I am unable to take money from firstock so I think I should start investing in zerodha. And only hedged trades. Thank god I had hedges yesterday. The CE was supposed to be the hedge yesterday but its value didn’t decrease!!
I feel like the guy trying to get money somehow! I never thought I would be in this stage!! I used to be the guy with money in hand always. Like infinite money in hand always and now I am here crazy!!!
I need to be careful now. Really really careful now. I wish I get the Chitti now but then will I lose it too….
I wish I do not get the loan. I can start from the bottom!!
I got rejected for loan by ICICI Bank!!! fuck
hopes pinned on HDFC people!!
See you tommorow