We should be happy about our homes, like we should be inviting our friends and family to our home. And if you want then to stay over, you should have the space for that.
why am I writing about this now?
The family of the girl that I had met in Chavara had come to se our home and they went to see our actual home too. Well we never heard back from them.
I may have lots of money in the back but it needs to be spent on where it’s needed. And a good home that you are happy with is totally worth it.
I still remember when my classmates came to Amma funeral at home and they were coming in through the main door and was going out through the backdoor. I wanted then to got out through the from door itself cause, the work area was having asbestos sheet and they get an impression of a small home as they pass through the whole home. That asbestos is still there and we need to renovate that.
I think decent and hygienic home is important to me and I think it’s the same for all. I need to have a good home so people want to move in, like future partner. Very important in case of arranged marriage. Or if it’s a gf, she can stay over in my Bangalore home and we can together plan the rest
Another thing I really wanted is a good car, like my own car in Bangalore. Electric or hybrid would be perfect. I can easily buy that on the very next job switch
The thing that is holding me is that I am not doing anything and just wasting time. I am pretty sure if I prepare well, I can ace the interview and land the job. It’s not rocket science it’s just interview prep tbh. And googling on the job, I have the brains for it
The level of laziness makes me wonder do I really want a job or not. But I think it’s the confusion on what to do. And I just sit simply