Family, Friends & Freedom – This is what matters the most for me. And so now I don’t really spend much time with family, close friends are all abroad and busy too and ain’t much freedom due to job.
I am mostly happy, job is okay okay, it can be way better as in better challenging and intuitive. Something I really enjoy doing and group of people I enjoy working with. I am trying to build good relationships at workplace for now. people comes first for me always!
I am healthy, I am taking care of myself trying to become lean and fit. IT’s definitely making me happy but even if I have 6 packs I am sure I won’t be happy happy cause that’s not what matters to me. I’ll definitely be happier and confident so gotta get that sorted this year.
I should spend more time with family, we should go on trips. That’s the goal for next month. May be Gavi is a good option! Become more close with cousins! Call all cousins once a month, wow thats a pretty big commitment. If I have the time and if I like to do it then why not. It would be pretty difficult with lot of them, so start with the easy ones.
When it comes to people that matter the most in my life , it would be my two sisters from college. They are the ones with whom I have had the closest relationship on my life. I have always wanted to be the best brother to them and they were the source of happiness of my life. I always want them in my life. Right now, I am close with one sister and I am very happy. I thought she would get married soon and drift away but she didn’t. She keeps in touch, she calls, texts and she is there always a text away. I wish it never changes, but then there needs to be boundaries. I should not be the cause of any sadness in her married life, I should always take care of that and try to talk to the aliyan too.
The other one, was the one I always was sure would be there. It seems like we have really drifted apart. She is one person, who has loved me like her own brother and I felt like I was not alone. She was the strength for me to love and care for people and do great things. I felt like I could seize the world with her by my side!
I had forgotten about this pic she had sent me and I just remembered how happy this pic had made me. We need people in our lives who would do anything for us and says “you are always worth it!”. I had one in my life and I will always be there for her 🙂
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