So yeah, I grew up as a single, much loved, spoiled happy kid. And I pretty much got anything, I wanted as a kid. The thing I prayed for and wished for the most as a kid was a sibling. A twin so that we can be the there for each and be in company all the time. But yeah, that’s not possible, so I wished for a younger sister
And I finally got not just one but two and in fact three while in college. One sister adopted me as her brother and literally took it as the real deal. I mean I have considered her in each and everything that has happened in my life after that. Other one, was the lil sisters who really felt like my own lil sister. The stubbornness, the cajoling and the lil gifts and everything. She was pretty much special and we both made sure other person mattered always.
So I was the happiest brother in the world. The reason why I had initially longed for a sister, was you know no matter how happy I was. I was lonely at times. I wished that if I had a sibling, I can play with them or talk to them. And when I was going through the worst phase of any kid, I wished I had a brother or sister so I am not alone and we can be there for each other. Hold each others hands and backs!
So yeah, I feel so much disconnected with a sister. I am pretty sure she doesn’t feel that connection with me but wheres I still want her to be one of the active people in my life. She’s there but in a backstage role currently and I really miss her.
TBC another time