Hello, I am 28 now and I feel like I haven’t reached anywhere in life. I don’t know what to do in life. My job sucks, I don’t trust the person I used to trust with my life anymore, I don’t have a gf, I am losing money trading. Well, you know what? I am… Continue reading Alaaaaaaaa… You gotta fly
Author: hayooh.in
All the closure I need
So yeah, this will be the last post where I cry about my fav human being aka sis Oh yeah, I was just thinking all about this during homily at church. We have decided to patch up and she said she will manage to call and I have been sending small messages to let her… Continue reading All the closure I need
Why I can’t let go of my positions
I tend to keep holding onto my positions and it leads to more and more losses. I need to get out of positions asap. Another reason I can’t let go of positions is because I have a opposite position in loss. I was having a wonderful FY24 with all icici and firstock account in good… Continue reading Why I can’t let go of my positions
Never settle
So yeah, at almost 28 years of age I decided to get what I truly deserve and strive to do things I can. I am gonna give up on things that hold me and change things I am not happy with. For last 8-9 years, one thing that mattered the most for me was my… Continue reading Never settle
No more long messages
I used to get so damn hurt when my texts were left on read but not anymore. It’s not working anymore Sis: That’s it …you know how fucking hard this is for me.That’s it, you were one of the few faces which comes to my mind..when I think about home..you never will understand the position… Continue reading No more long messages
I am moving on…
The most important relationship or priority in my life was my sister. We have been friends since 2015, alas we couldn’t hit the 10 year mark. Today, I have finally decided to let go of that friendship. What I am doing would make absolutely no sense to 22 year old me. But I think it’s… Continue reading I am moving on…
Missing my sister very much
So yeah, I grew up as a single, much loved, spoiled happy kid. And I pretty much got anything, I wanted as a kid. The thing I prayed for and wished for the most as a kid was a sibling. A twin so that we can be the there for each and be in company… Continue reading Missing my sister very much
Back to Business
After roller-coaster election ride, the positions are all back to green. I am slightly worried on a bullish scenario or a quick crash. Anyways holding all the positions tightly and will review once vix reaches 11. Anyway proud of myself for not chickening out on election day movements. I should have 3 accounts of 10… Continue reading Back to Business
Losing money every single day
So it was expiry Thursday and I had sold 21150 puts for 46rs and I squared it off at 110 something, thinking markets will go down and down. But then right after that markets just fucking went up!! just look at the chart. Option buyers day for sure. 22300 – 22150 -22300-22150-22350. Just crazy. I… Continue reading Losing money every single day
Account updates – Week 1
Well I am pretty much fucked in all the accounts. Nifty quickly corrected from ATH of 22750 to 22000 in a week. Vix has shot up from 12 to 18..crazy. It can even go up! Zerodha – Exited 20000 dec calls and entered 24000 dec calls. Thats okay. But I heavily sold 23000 dec puts… Continue reading Account updates – Week 1