{"id":389,"date":"2025-04-08T18:17:21","date_gmt":"2025-04-08T17:17:21","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/hayooh.in\/?p=389"},"modified":"2025-04-08T18:17:21","modified_gmt":"2025-04-08T17:17:21","slug":"day-after-the-chaos","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/hayooh.in\/index.php\/2025\/04\/08\/day-after-the-chaos\/","title":{"rendered":"Day after the chaos"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I am still thinking why did I exit those positions and today is nifty is up about 800 points from the lows. Stupid me and stupid broker. The blame is on me only the position was un-hedged and risky to begin with!!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I wish nifty comes down again!! So that I can get into the positions. This is not the first time I have had big losses but this time it is hurting me a lot because I am already neck deep in debt and every week is a challenge! <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I am looking to raise more capital applied for a 5 lakhs loan!! bringing my EMIs to 60k and I really need to get more salary<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I am not even studying for CFA but somehow completing the work that too I am looking at nifty charts at half of the time!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Making mistakes again and again!! I will hold the position no matter what. That was my whole strategy but lost it in a day!!!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"473\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/hayooh.in\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/IMG_9155-473x1024.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-390\" srcset=\"https:\/\/hayooh.in\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/IMG_9155-473x1024.png 473w, https:\/\/hayooh.in\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/IMG_9155-139x300.png 139w, https:\/\/hayooh.in\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/IMG_9155-768x1663.png 768w, https:\/\/hayooh.in\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/IMG_9155-709x1536.png 709w, https:\/\/hayooh.in\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/IMG_9155-946x2048.png 946w, https:\/\/hayooh.in\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/IMG_9155.png 1125w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 473px) 100vw, 473px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"473\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/hayooh.in\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/IMG_9154-473x1024.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-391\" srcset=\"https:\/\/hayooh.in\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/IMG_9154-473x1024.png 473w, https:\/\/hayooh.in\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/IMG_9154-139x300.png 139w, https:\/\/hayooh.in\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/IMG_9154-768x1663.png 768w, https:\/\/hayooh.in\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/IMG_9154-709x1536.png 709w, https:\/\/hayooh.in\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/IMG_9154-946x2048.png 946w, https:\/\/hayooh.in\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/04\/IMG_9154.png 1125w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 473px) 100vw, 473px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Some profit!!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">If I get a 5 lakhs loan what am I going to do!!!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">If I get more than 8% return, I will be doing better than the loans<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I will pay off all the credit card debt first!! no more taking money via credit card!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I am unable to take money from firstock so I think I should start investing in zerodha. And only hedged trades. Thank god I had hedges yesterday. The CE was supposed to be the hedge yesterday but its value didn&#8217;t decrease!!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I feel like the guy trying to get money somehow! I never thought I would be in this stage!! I used to be the guy with money in hand always. Like infinite money in hand always and now I am here crazy!!!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I need to be careful now. Really really careful now. I wish I get the Chitti now but then will I lose it too&#8230;.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I wish I do not get the loan. I can start from the bottom!!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I got rejected for loan by ICICI Bank!!! fuck<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">hopes pinned on HDFC people!!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">See you tommorow<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I am still thinking why did I exit those positions and today is nifty is up about 800 points from the lows. Stupid me and stupid broker. The blame is on me only the position was un-hedged and risky to begin with!! I wish nifty comes down again!! So that I can get into the&hellip; <a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/hayooh.in\/index.php\/2025\/04\/08\/day-after-the-chaos\/\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Day after the chaos<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[8],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-389","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-intraday-mis","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/hayooh.in\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/389","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/hayooh.in\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/hayooh.in\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/hayooh.in\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/hayooh.in\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=389"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/hayooh.in\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/389\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":392,"href":"https:\/\/hayooh.in\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/389\/revisions\/392"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/hayooh.in\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=389"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/hayooh.in\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=389"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/hayooh.in\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=389"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}